I get one of my long lost friends i knew back in my previous employment, online :
@nu$h@ says:
hey
@nu$h@ says:
hwz u?
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
ok not bad h r u
@nu$h@ says:
me not bad either....?
@nu$h@ says:
so wassup?
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
nothing much
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
just came from another bad sick incident
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
there was this gal in my ofifce
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
named anu
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
this gal liked me and loved me a lot
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
however she spoke to my parent this thurday
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
my parents also agreed
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
but now she is getting a better job
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
now she feels she needs a better person in life
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
and this monady
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
she called and informed me and my parents
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
that its not happening
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
i'am so dam broken
@nu$h@ says:
oh im sorry...
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
and cant trust anyone ever
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
its ok
@nu$h@ says:
aw cmon.... it doesnt mean u shud lose trust on evry one....
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
i just dont feel liek speak ing
da dont mistake me
·÷±‡±ÂñЮ£±‡±÷ says:
i just feel so bad and feel liek crying
@nu$h@ says:
listen stop feelin this way
@nu$h@ says:
ok...
@nu$h@ says:
its she who actually didnt deserve u
@nu$h@ says:
where r u now??
And the messenger logs me off!!!!! Damn...!!!!
8 comments:
sort of the story of my love life...
though the reasons are not yet fully known to me....
@ @$#!$#:
I'm sorry. If someone says they don't deserve you,trust me, they really don't.
Just Move On...!!!
ya but the disappointment remains....
and the feeling of insecurity, the feeling of being unwanted grips u faster than u can react.
i sorry for sounding so glum, but thats how it is....
I know it's easier said than done, but you have to shed ur insecurity,
"There are many types of magic, but all require a sharp mind and a cool head." :-)( yea dont kick me for bloglifting this )
The magic u need to heal your wounds is within u...!!!
Im sure you will find someone who is more deserving.Anyone can hurt only if u let them and also to the extent u let them. Cheer up...!!!
Don't let someone who was never yours ruin u...!!!
Anusha,
When I read the post, I was hoping that it was just some fiction. Its sad that it isnt.
Ashish,
Cheer up, time is a good healer. I am sure you will pass through this testing phase. Just hang around with your friends and get immersed in your hobbies - add some more books apart from the monk who sold his ferrari, check out the latest movies, join some java based open source project or just keep updating both your blog as well as the blog's diary more often. Just dont give yourself any free time to think about the past.
Remember the finest steel passes through the hottest furnace.
Last but not the least, ponder over the following lines (shamelessly lifted from PravsJ) (I read this whenever I feel low)
"Sometimes I wonder.... why me?
Why must I endure this hardship?
Whats in it for me?
Then I remember....
Its not always about me...
But, perhaps the effect it may have on others!"
its easier said than done...thanks for droppin by...
its just those memories that don't seem to go away...
even though i m physically more than 1000 miles from her...
and ya, i can heal these wounds...but i'd rather leave them raw for now....
let time, or someone else, take this task up..
i want the pain to remain...
@ baejaar: thanks mate.... and thats what i am trying these days...
though im so overworking that i dont even get time to update my blog..
@ ashish:
Leaving your wounds raw is just saying you dont want to come over it...!!! Memories go away if only you let go of them...!!!Anyone would be able to help you, only if you let them to...!!! so it's you who decides whether or not to heal your wounds...There is a beautiful world beyond that...!!! It would open up for you only if you are willing to walk out of your past. Dont let it hold you back from all the good things in life....
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