Where'd You Go Bernadette had is, at its core, a story about a women who disappears, both figuratively and literally. Were you able to relate to the book? How and why? Do you feel Bernadette's disappearance was unique or do all women, in a sense, disappear into motherhood and marriage?
This is one of my recent reads that I read in bits and pieces. This question at the end of the book stuck to me begging for my response.
"Do all women disappear into motherhood and marriage?" This lingers in my mind.
Will I get my trip to Antarctica to redefine myself?
Is it even possible for me to rekindle the zest that I had in me before marriage?
Marriage and the immediate motherhood have definitely sidetracked me from whatever I was bound to be. But the fact remains that I did not figure where/what I was bound to be before marriage either. I keep yearning for what cannot be brought back in terms of memories of a happy go lucky phase. I could not live the life I had between 2003 & 2008 forever. I moved out of Connecticut and Kolkata with memories just enough to miss it. Memories - duly zip locked and frozen to be thawed and savored on a rainy day. Had I stayed on for a few months longer it may have turned mundane. The next few years got me distracted into the "match-fixing", convincing parents on letting me marry the person I ended up marrying , planning out the wedding, moving in with the husband and in-laws, getting over the hullabaloo that the wedding was. Along comes Son and my universe gradually gets wrapped in the cocoon of motherhood. I was and still am working but, to declare that I have disappeared in motherhood completely is an understatement. I have shifted everything around to make Son the center of my existence. I am always putting him first before all else, my career, my interests, my health and am using him as an excuse to push things to the backburner. I am willing to settle for mediocrity at work if it buys me quality time with Son. I wonder if it's just me or is this new norm. The once fiery, zesty, 24 year old who was up for the challenge, subdued over a few years of motherhood to an average Jane who clocks in a 9 -5 duty with zero challenges.