Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Weirdo Strikes again..!!!
I have this weird feeling that my friend is for some odd reason avoiding me. I may be paranoid. I'm sure if he even has a hint of what I feel, he would laugh his head off saying I'm feelin insecure...Come to think of it... Am I really being insecure....?We have an absolutely platonic relationship . And we get to spend a lot of quality time together. In the recent past however, we were unable to meet for some time, for the obvious reasons of work ... But the last time he saw me off, I felt something was amiss... I did ask him ... Only to get a curt reply "Everything 's fine!"... Boy Nothing was fine was what it actually meant...atleast to me.....I'd be lying through my soul if I said I didn't care... Its freakin me out.....!!! Why does this happen only to me... I seem to be making complex even the most simplest of relations......I psyche myself when everything is as it should be..... and I freak myself out....This thing is like an itch I just cant help but scratch....!!! Im gonna give one last try and if he's not moving outta here im goin on my own... i just cant concentrate on work with this thing eating my brain.....
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Wish I could......
well thats the right thing to do in such dilemmas i.e to talk it out!!it saves u the agony of loads of speculative conclusions which can arise out of a self initiated commn. gap... HOPE ALL'S FINE AFTER THAT!!
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