So Much For Surprises

Every time i attempt to give someone a surprise it alwas blows up on my face....... I wanted to keep the entire affair of my transfer to any place a surprise to my folks and Jude . Seems like it would remain a surprise to me as well.. I just cant take it anymore however im enjoying the drama all the same.... Life is really amusing..... It's as though I am a spectator, and its not my life at all... All is well that Ends well.....well....some thought contemplate on......